Hey, hey~

Yeah, uh, so! Some few things I'd like to say, to explain and to let you all know.


What happened?______

I can't fix my life, that's what happened. So until I get an actual life, I won't have time to draw. Just work, work, work, study, study, study.


What happened to your watch list?_______

So one day, after a year or so, I got in here and there were over 400 messages from my Deviants. I'm the kind of person that likes to have clean accounts unless I'm actually using them.

Basically, when I got in here years ago, I started watching some artists, but that's just in order to get in touch with them when I get back. But it didn't happen, they stopped using dA, I stopped using dA, but I also forgot to edit the deviant list in order not to receive any update notification. Which explains the 400 messages.

Don't get me wrong, but I will remove all Deviants but the ones marked as Friends. It's not that I don't like you and your art, it's just that I want to come back and keep contact with people who is really really really using dA or something. I don't know yet.

Maybe it's that "renovation" feeling I seek everytime I feel like refreshing something in my life, and now it's dA's turn. Again.

If I bump into your account one day after my real return, I'll watch you again ♥ It will mean I like your work, and that it wasn't just another "watching trade".

Not to mention most people I was watching are innactive for up to 5 years or moved their accounts to a new one - why you guys do that anyway?! LOL

So I'll keep the friend list.

My watchers who I don't watch back: feel free to unwatch me, this account will remain closed for God knows how much longer.


Projects______

Regarding the previous journal entry.

Forget that 100bpm project. I haven't even continued the novel it's been 4 years.

But the comissions thing, when I read it, seemed very interesting. By the way, I put a deviation avaiable for Print, but I don't know how it works, it didn't ask me for Paypal data or anything. DeviantArt has changed a lot~

And the collab thing, seems to be so... out! lol I don't know, it used to be something popular around here like 4 years ago.


But I DO have some real stuff going on:


GINGER GREEN TEA
My first finished novel, originally in english and then translated to portuguese (my mother language) and better developed. I have big plans for this novel and I wish I can pull them off.

Mainly I'd like to make the manga version. But first, I'd like to try to get it published.

The novel is about a girl whose life couldn't get worse in many issues. But her own life taught her how to get over the worst situations along with her friends and the family she thought she had lost.

Why "Ginger Green Tea"? Well, if you don't make a proper green tea, it becomes orange.
But "Orange Green Tea" would sound like "orange FLAVOUR green tea".
So I remembered... GINGER SPICE GIRL hahahah and her hair. So I thought the word for the tea's color was correct, but in the end I seems not to fit at all, hahaha~

I talked to a friend and he said the color fits a little, but the ginger's taste in the story's concept makes the title fits perfectly.

So... okay then! :'D


ARTBOOK!!!!!!

Ok. The real reason I'm doing all this in my account is because I suddenly felt the urge to look for artbooks from dA users. See if it was actually possible and prices.

I felt like DOING AN ARTBOOK TOO!!
And I felt a feeling of loss... concerning something I have which I could develop more.

I saw many artists' evolution. Within 3 years, most of them got such an awesome style! I wish I could also have that... and look back and see how I've improved.

So this is one of my main goals for dA life: being able to have an artbook.


And... I guess that's that. I though I'd have more stuff to say, but no, not really.


All in short:

* I'm still in hiatus
* I'll keep dA friends only
* I'll work on a manga
* I'll work on an artbook
* I'll work on how I'll be able to have the time for all this *sobs*

Any doubts, do panic.

My other websites so you can stalk my life a bit:

Blog (JPN)
Coordinate Blog (JPN)
Vlog
Youtube
Facebook (if you are gonna add me, please identify yourself as a Deviant)